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I challenge you!!

I drank too much pop. Way too much like I'm talking two liters a day too much. If you cut me I would probably bleed diet pepsi. That's right not only did I drink ungodly amounts every single day, I drank diet pop. I want to talk about why I drank diet pop though. I… Continue reading I challenge you!!

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Truth is, I am not big boned.

I've always been overweight ever since I was a kid. Well almost always, but that isn't the point of this post. People used words like "big boned", and "baby fat." Until I got older then those words turned to "you're really going to eat that", and just "fat." Somewhere theres a transition though I can't… Continue reading Truth is, I am not big boned.

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Just one small step.

I haven't restarted my exercise program for I fear that I may be headed straight into another attack. I've woken up the last few mornings with an achey face, and jaw. This usual means I am going to experience pure hell very soon. I think the anxiety of waiting for it to strike again may… Continue reading Just one small step.

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But they’re wrong.

It is a hard thing to admit when you've let your circumstances get the best of you. Both to yourself, and out loud. It is hard to admit when once again you have failed, and slipped back into that life. The one where you make unhealthy choices, and feel like crap. All because well you… Continue reading But they’re wrong.

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This Time I Choose Me

Set backs are inevitable, for me they happen more then most. Its so discouraging to get in a  rhythm one you can be proud of at that. All to have it torn down once the monster returns.  The illness I suffer with is currently unknown, but the attacks don't go unnoticed.  My face swells to… Continue reading This Time I Choose Me

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When life’s a mess, just clean your house.

Lets talk clutter. What is clutter anyway? Clutter is something that plaques everyones life at some point, or another. Now if you are a super human, and keep on top of clutter. Well good for you, and you probably won't enjoy this particular blog. However if you are like me, and suddenly find you have… Continue reading When life’s a mess, just clean your house.

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Simmer away your problems

Simmer pots are wonderful things, not only do they smell amazing simmering in your home all day they bring all kinds of great vibes, and energy. They bring whatever you intend really. The best part about a simmer pot is it grants wishes. I'm not talking genie in a bottle fix my life overnight wishes.… Continue reading Simmer away your problems

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Have You Heard Of The Suicide Disease?

Today I want to write about somthing  a little different. I've spent so much time ignoring it refusing to believe this is part of me now. I've spent hours convincing myself that my disease doesn't define me, however it sort of does. I can run away as fast as I can, or shout to the… Continue reading Have You Heard Of The Suicide Disease?