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Truth is, I am not big boned.

I've always been overweight ever since I was a kid. Well almost always, but that isn't the point of this post. People used words like "big boned", and "baby fat." Until I got older then those words turned to "you're really going to eat that", and just "fat." Somewhere theres a transition though I can't… Continue reading Truth is, I am not big boned.

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Just one small step.

I haven't restarted my exercise program for I fear that I may be headed straight into another attack. I've woken up the last few mornings with an achey face, and jaw. This usual means I am going to experience pure hell very soon. I think the anxiety of waiting for it to strike again may… Continue reading Just one small step.

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Healthy? Not so much.

Today I came face to face with a harsh reality. They jam pack our food with so much crap it is almost shocking. I mean don't get me wrong I know they need additives, and such I don't live under a rock. We have all seen it the people, the ads, and yes even the… Continue reading Healthy? Not so much.

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But they’re wrong.

It is a hard thing to admit when you've let your circumstances get the best of you. Both to yourself, and out loud. It is hard to admit when once again you have failed, and slipped back into that life. The one where you make unhealthy choices, and feel like crap. All because well you… Continue reading But they’re wrong.

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This Time I Choose Me

Set backs are inevitable, for me they happen more then most. Its so discouraging to get in a  rhythm one you can be proud of at that. All to have it torn down once the monster returns.  The illness I suffer with is currently unknown, but the attacks don't go unnoticed.  My face swells to… Continue reading This Time I Choose Me

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I see you , and I’m not giving up

I really believe that life lessons are found when things don't go as planned. It's a test of our resilience, a test of how bad we want things. It's our ability too look the set back in the eye and say " I see you, and I am not giving up." Yes I want to… Continue reading I see you , and I’m not giving up

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When life’s a mess, just clean your house.

Lets talk clutter. What is clutter anyway? Clutter is something that plaques everyones life at some point, or another. Now if you are a super human, and keep on top of clutter. Well good for you, and you probably won't enjoy this particular blog. However if you are like me, and suddenly find you have… Continue reading When life’s a mess, just clean your house.

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Since I forgot my manners

I never really took the time to introduce myself, or to ask about any of you (I know how rude.) So I wanted to make a get to know you post. I'm hoping some of you will participate so I can get to know y'all too ❤ My names Stephanie, I'm 21,and holding. Ive had… Continue reading Since I forgot my manners

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Have You Heard Of The Suicide Disease?

Today I want to write about somthing  a little different. I've spent so much time ignoring it refusing to believe this is part of me now. I've spent hours convincing myself that my disease doesn't define me, however it sort of does. I can run away as fast as I can, or shout to the… Continue reading Have You Heard Of The Suicide Disease?

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Why MLM Is Not A Pyramid.

I'm in a lot of mom groups, and I see posts all the time about MLM. Recently I was involved in a debate of sorts. This person believes MLM is brain washing moms into thinking their providing for their families. In reality these women spend way more then they make, but are made to believe… Continue reading Why MLM Is Not A Pyramid.