I haven't restarted my exercise program for I fear that I may be headed straight into another attack. I've woken up the last few mornings with an achey face, and jaw. This usual means I am going to experience pure hell very soon. I think the anxiety of waiting for it to strike again may… Continue reading Just one small step.
Today I came face to face with a harsh reality. They jam pack our food with so much crap it is almost shocking. I mean don't get me wrong I know they need additives, and such I don't live under a rock. We have all seen it the people, the ads, and yes even the… Continue reading Healthy? Not so much.
It is a hard thing to admit when you've let your circumstances get the best of you. Both to yourself, and out loud. It is hard to admit when once again you have failed, and slipped back into that life. The one where you make unhealthy choices, and feel like crap. All because well you… Continue reading But they’re wrong.
Set backs are inevitable, for me they happen more then most. Its so discouraging to get in a rhythm one you can be proud of at that. All to have it torn down once the monster returns. The illness I suffer with is currently unknown, but the attacks don't go unnoticed. My face swells to… Continue reading This Time I Choose Me
Today I want to write about somthing a little different. I've spent so much time ignoring it refusing to believe this is part of me now. I've spent hours convincing myself that my disease doesn't define me, however it sort of does. I can run away as fast as I can, or shout to the… Continue reading Have You Heard Of The Suicide Disease?
I haven't talked about this before I dont like when people feel sorry for me. However I woke up not feeling so great today, and can't seem to think of anything else. Being a mom is the hardest job in the world. Being a mom at the whim of a chronic illness is even harder.… Continue reading One Minute At a Time.